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Legends - Toyah Documentary : Carlton TV - Friday 3rd January
2003
Noddy Holder: Our first female star in the ROCK LEGENDS -
Hall Of Fame. We're talking about a middle-class girl
from Brum who gained a cult following as a punk in the
early '80s. She was a professional rebel who went onto
huge chart success, and a big hit of stage and screen too.
You've guessed it, I'm talking about the original Queen
of Girl Power, my old mate, Toyah Willcox. Mike Davies: (Former 'Melody Maker' journalist) She's important in giving a sense of identity to people who didn't have a voice, in that generation who found what she was saying, and the way she was able to say it, was important.
Bina Jaraij: (School Friend) She just knew that she was going to be famous. She always said that she was going to be famous. It just felt right, just like breathing. Derek Goddard: (Friend & Hairdresser) She was wonderful. Very, very, very vivacious. Always has been. And very extrovert!
Toyah: I think rebellion came easy. When most of my life, up until I was a teenager, I had to play a gender role. I didn't like being female, and I didn't want to be a boy either. I just wanted to be a person, and I was acutely aware of this from very early on in life. From about the age of four. I loathed dolls, loathed dresses, loathed little shoes, loathed little handbags. Everything to do with femininity I couldn't bear. It was forced on me with such a passion and, well... force, that I thought 'If I don't fight this I'm gonna be stuck with it for the rest of my life'. I went to an all-girls school, which didn't suit me. I was always a tomboy, I was always very aggressive and very physical. Always in rough and tumble fights. Derek Goddard: Toyah was a completely wayward teenager. From the first moment of meeting we just knew she was going to be a rebel. She was pretty outrageous. She got expelled from school for a start, which we all thought was wonderful. We hadn't heard of a public-school girl getting thrown out before. It was something quite new!
Bina: What brought us together was that we liked the same bands. We liked Bowie, we liked T-Rex, Roxy Music, Alice Cooper. Derek: Toyah, Bina and Gita used to be really inseperable. Very, very beautiful Asian girls, and Toyah always wanted to look like them. Bina: She was different and I suppose we were different because we were the only Asians. She was different because, you know, she was just different! Gita: (School Friend) She was mad. Bina: She looked like a little..., she probably hates us for saying this, ...a little cave woman. Really straight, amazing, thick dark hair. When she would walk, it used to swing! Noddy Holder: Toyah always wanted to project how she felt through her image, and she was determined to stand out. Toyah: I always believed that as a young person, even as a teenager, and a young woman in my 20s, that you had to look different to be noticed. My name was different. My name would always open doors because people would go 'Toyah?, Toyah? What does that mean?' No one had heard of a Toyah in Birmingham. I just realised that I wasn't pretty enough, or special enough intellectually, to be noticed, unless I was different. And I used it as a passport. Derek: Toyah was my hair model, basically because he had the most fantastic head of hair. And she would let you do anything! We'd start off with the pointed fringe, which literally went from the top of the forehead to the end of her nose. It went up in two triangles at either side. The back was shaved, and we stencilled a face onto the back of Toyah's head. She used to actually put her clothes on back-to-front and walk around backwards!
Derek: If you walked into her in a dark passageway you'd have the fright of your life. Toyah: I had an obsession at the time with aliens, and especially the term 'Stranger In A Strange Land', because I just felt so alienated. I couldn't fit in with anything. I didn't like being a female. I didn't like gender roles. I loathed suburbia, I loathed the idea of getting married and having kids. I just thought 'Where the hell do I belong?' When Bowie's 'Starman' came along, and Ziggy Stardust, it was like, 'ah, okay, you don't have to fit in, this is brainwashing'. So I really identified with that. Noddy Holder: It was the late '70s in Birmingham and the punk movement was really taking off. Toyah: When punk started I think it was very much about socialism. It was very much about the Labour Party, the rights of the workers, the rights to be heard. I saw it on as lightly different level, and that was that absolutely everyone, no matter who you are, if you had an idea, then you could be part of the punk movement. If you knew your three chords you could write a song, you could write an album. I was slightly more simplistic in how I viewed it. It was kind of an emotional rebellion rather than a cultural rebellion. I'm not saying I was a "fashion" punk because I was a punk 24 hours a day, and I paid the price that many punks paid. And that was you were a social outcast as far as anyone else was concerned, other than a punk. But I didn't fully understand the politics, I was slow to learn on that level. My friend Derek suggested that I should see a band called the Sex Pistols because everyone was talking about them, they're the new thing, etc., etc. It wasn't that I saw the Sex Pistols and thought 'oooh, you've changed my life!'. I saw them and thought 'I could do better'. I mean it's such arrogance. It was still historically brilliant because from then on I knew I didn't have to behave in a social norm, because I wasn't alone. I just thought 'Great, I'm going to London. Fuck this, I ain't coming back', and it was just a huge turning point for me.
Toyah: I got the part in Jubilee because I was working at the National Theatre and I was the only punk there, and a wonderful actor, Ian Charleston, who was in Chariots Of Fire, took me to meet Derek Jarman, the director. Derek just threw me the script across the room and said 'Pick a part', so I leafed through it and I picked the part with most lines. It later emerged that Derek had to cut that part because there wasn't enough money for this character. I absolutely flipped and was broken hearted, so Derek gave up his fee so that I could play Mad.
Toyah: I had a massive fight with Adam on that film. We'd created a band called The Maneaters, which was myself, Adam's secret wife Eve, a girl called Stephanie, and a girl called Ann Marie. We were going to carry on writing after the film was finished and do gigs and concerts. Adam just couldn't bear my ego. It was like, 'I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that, we're gonna do that!'. It was like world domination, that was all I could think about, so he had me thrown out of the band. He happened to do it on the last day of filming of Jubilee, which meant we had to be in the same room as each other. I just flew at him all fists blazing!
Toyah: When I was doing Quadrophenia I was getting an awful lot of press because the band were doing so well. We were having 2000 people turn up to every venue to see us, and we hadn't been signed at a time when everyone was being signed by the big majors.
Noddy Holder: Toyah's new band consisted of Joel Bogen, Pete Bush on keyboards, Windy Miller on bass and Steve Bray on drums. Toyah: Once I was signed I really loved every moment of what happened. We were made to demo virtually once a month. We had to continually produce music, and that was great because it gave the band focus, it made us feel really good. We were put on a retainer of 30 quid a week, so we felt as though we were employed. It was fab because at last we had the back-up to break us. We were given press. We could say 'I want this press, I want this press, I want this clothes designer', and suddenly the snowball started to grow. It was a very good time. It felt brilliant.
Noddy Holder: Little did she know but the single would storm the charts, making Toyah an international name and a pop superstar. The song she hated so much opened the door to pop fame and fortune. 1981 - 'It's A Mystery' was the first of two massive, back-to-back, hits for Toyah, and it lead to her first appearance on Top Of The Pops.
Mike Davies: The girls liked her because she embodied a rebellious spirit. She was an outsider. Girls who felt they didn't fit in could identify with Toyah. She got the boys because of that elfin sexuality she projected. Certainly worked for me.
I enjoyed making videos, full stop. We knew they were so powerful and that they were gonna be the crux of how you sold the product.
That was my closest to number one that I got, again number four. It sold hundreds of thousands. It really was a big seller.
Mike Davies: I thought the image was great. It was coming off the back of punk, so she had that rebellious look to her, in terms of the way she dressed, the make-up. But it was edging into the New Romantic movement as well, so there was that element of flamboyance. She had the colour of Adam And The Ants but I think she also had the seriousness of Siouxsie And The Banshees, but unlike Siouxsie, she also projected a sense of fun.
Toyah: Drury Lane was the icing on the cake. We were knackered because we'd been on a European tour. We played to 12 million. Noddy Holder: Four hit singles had given Toyah the fame and success that she had always dreamed of. Toyah: '81 was the kind of year where your feet never touched the ground. Your whole artistic integrity ran away with you because you were doing 14 interviews a day. A photo session a day. And you were always in the wrong country. You'd fly out to a different country a day. It was mad! Noddy Holder: The following year came the ultimate accolade. The industry finally crowned their "Punk Princess", when she won 'Best Female Singer' at the Rock & Pop Awards. Toyah polled more votes than Kim Wilde and Sheena Easton put together. Toyah: My life changed. It went on another level from that moment. The paparazzi were down on me. It was like, 'Oi you, look at this camera. Oi you, look at this camera!'. From what had been a really lovely day of celebration and the awards, suddenly became a day about me being something someone had to have. It was the first time I'd come across how aggressive people were when you were that successful. I'd been protected up to that point. I had security, I had the band. I was never the victim of it, and that was the first night. So, really bittersweet in many ways.
Gita: She proved everybody wrong. Toyah: The 1980s music scene evolved into New Age Rock. I was very commercially successful in 1981, and I had to escape the image. People expected a new image every time you did something, so I just moved into this New Wave Rock thing in 1982. I just moved on, it was starting to leave punk behind. Noddy Holder: Toyah then met a man who would change her life forever. King Crimson guitarist, Robert Fripp.
After I was married my musical direction had to change because I just wasn't surviving the fact that I was so hugely successful in 1981. No one could forgive me that huge commercial success. It was almost like I was the "teen idol" of the time. I just thought the only way to deal with this, because people are always going to harp back to the success of 1981, is to just trash it and start again, and change completely. So I started to do solo albums that were radically different. The first one I did was called 'Prostitute'. It was about my anger at how I was perceived at being a married woman, ironically.
Robert: We were married on my 40th birthday, May 16th 1986, and Sunday All Over The World was a bopping little rock group! Toyah: I'm a performer. I'm at my best when I'm onstage. I do very little rock music, even though I'm gigging and I am releasing material, but I'm not earning a living from that. I earn my living from acting, and being onstage.
Robert: My wife is a wonderful, bright, little spark! Derek Goddard: I think Toyah will be remembered as the Punk Princess. She was an original. Bina: A great British institution, dare I say it? Not that she's old, but...! Robert: It's constantly a surprise for me to look at her and see that she is so tiny, because her presence is so large.
Noddy Holder: What a performer. And what a lady. There's still no stopping her, is there? Well done Toyah! Toyah - 'Rock Legends' Soundtrack: I Want To Be Free -
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